This past week I have felt like I am walking up an escalator that is going down. No matter how much I do I feel like I accomplished nothing. For example, I cleaned out our closet that has a filing cabinet in it. I moved everything inside of it downstairs into a bigger filing cabinet and organized all the papers and threw away lots! That took me all afternoon and when I went back up to the closet I realized that that big job that I had just done hardly got me any closer to a clean closet. Another example, I was getting our camping menu/shopping list ready. I had everything written out according to meals and what I needed to get at the store. As I was thinking about where I was going to grocery shop I found myself gettting stressed out. I needed to go to one store for the meat one store for produce, and one store where I could get alot of stuff for a lot less than most stores (I'm weird like that)... that's three stores I have to wander through to get what I need plus I have a 17 mon old that I have to get home in time for a nap or in time to make dinner, so I become STRESSED OUT. I try so hard to be an organized person, but I think I spend more time thinking about how to be organized than I do actually being organized.
So, until I figure out how to be "Super Woman" I guess I'll just keep taking little time outs every now and then to keep from making myself go insane.
Thank your for reading my sob story! Sometimes a girls just got to vent :)
